hair colour

My mom kept talking about my old hair. I used to have this long silky black hair, like those models in the shampoo ads. Hahahaha!! Here's a picture of me, last year. :D Dont I look adorable here? muahahaha ;)

I never really listen to anybody's advice when it comes about styling myself. But hurm, different case here. I even dreamt of having my old hair back after listening to my mom. Imagine that, a whole night of dreaming about my hair.

Anyway, I need to make a change. Been going through the 'breaking up' process, which was tough. Real tough to be exact. Hell yeah I want to be happy again!

Here's a quote I found while checking though my facebook page the other day ;
Forgiveness and letting go are steps on our road back to happiness - Tina Dayton.

So I was thinking, I have'nt really celebrate anything since the big break up. So I asked my mom.. "mummy, is it ok if i wana dye my hair..black?". Haha. Her response? "Of course!". She went to buy the so-called chemicals thingy the next day. Aww, aint she the best mom ever? Haha :) Darn. Saloons are charging like RM300 for hair colouring. Freaking bastard saloons! My mom bought the hair dye for only RM30!! Cheh.

My sister and I spent about an hour in the bathroom. We went nuts! The hair dye was all over the bathroom! Haha. Sorry ma, for destroying your toilet.

BEFORE

AFTER

Very happy with how everything turned out. Oooh, Im starting to pose in front of mirrors! Seriously. I think I look best in black hair. Adam said "you look like a freaking hot vampire." Hahahahahahahahahaha! My uncle was pretty shocked at first, he's been seeing me as a brunette + blonde for about 8 months. Haha. Well, a small step can help you to be happier though. Allowing and accepting of who you really are requires a lot of compassion for oneself. Im trying my very best to enjoy and celebrate this 'letting go' phase. Everything is conspiring for my own good. :)

ps : some guys are hitting on me. hurmm.. hurmm.. yeah I do need to find the one. Haiya. All of them need to go through my family and friends first. I would'nt be in any date till my 'life supporters', especially my mom, say the word YES.